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well I march my last season. I got the letter for the bluecoats...negative. my preformace at auditions was behind horrible. like on a one to ten scale I'm probally a 5 i can do what ever but i need time and i tend to be just behind or just a bit faster then everyone. well my perforamce at auditions on my one to ten scale was negative. i was frustrated with myself. I know i could have made collage. but i wasnt to prove i could make bluecoats. Collage has a much nicer team of instructors i would rather work with TIm and Vanessa over Christy and Brett anyday. Brett was nice enough to jump my car. so hes not all bad. Teressa was the only encoraging one in the room. but anyway i was mad i put all my eggs in one basket...like i too often do. Also alot had to do with Blue coats would have been free b/c they had much more fundraising options thanks to the 30 plus years the corps have been in canton. I desided not to go out for the corps b/c it would be jsut as embrassing a preformance.

anyway. i almost called Tim this week to see fi the show had been written for collage and see if i could still join being my last year, thankfully i didn't. I was in bad accident and marching right now would kill me. I'm already scared of the football game this upcoming sat. its almost everyone's last performance sine we all seniors minus sarah mitchell...i'm not graduating so i'll be here next fall.

other then that. i'm really sore. I hurt. i feel like ive been hit by a mazda or somethign...oo wait i was! Good new accident wasnt my fault...bad news my poor toyota camry, hank the tank, is gone.

a mazda hit me here....


pushed me into an accord here...