I was really nervous about malone. i feel much better about things. I got a lot of aid which is going to make school cheap compared to normal. I just took out a loan the size of a semester for all year, books, and a new computer (2 grand of a new computer). so thats awesome. I was afraid of Guard. A. that i would be the weakest link like always...and guard we can be mean to each other and not like each other just b/c...i think its personality type of a lot of us in guard. i normall just back out of everyones way and try not get in the way. This year's guard is awesome. I spent time with Linda at CP yesterday and its nice. i was normally the loner and i almost feel like i'm part of the leadership immediately. I just feel better here then i did at IWU. i mean i LOVED iwu and felt more included then in high-school at 1st. I'm starting think I tend to be a natural loner. its werid idk how to explain it. but i really do like it here. room amtes arnt hear yet..thats my biggest fear...but i MIGHT move into Haviland with Linda and RuthAnn (guard girls)